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Never Ending Winter

by Total Waste

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1.
Ongoing self-putrescence Counterbalanced by visions of war Before us a gathering of willing participants Committed to violence and murder and gore I've gathered you here for my own amusement A horde of marionettes and I pull the strings A pure display of unbridled brutality The tempo dictates when the fun shall begin And all I want is to cut you open Spill your guts and see what's inside I want you to feel the same pain I feel I wanna watch you die! And I want you to hate each other The same way that I hate you And I want you to hate each other The same way... Ready for the deluge of warmth Flowing out from you Don't hold back any longer I just want, I wanna see your blood! Bone meets sinew and the pain is complete Scars open up to unleash the flood Don't stop now, let the mayhem increase Cuz I just want, I wanna see your blood! Aerosolized droplets, a crimson miasma The perfect scenario for sanguine arousal Act two will start it all over again The tempo will dictate the brutal reprisal You've earned a rest, momentary reprieve The weakest among you are brought to your knees I will keep screaming while you catch your breath Then we'll get on with this ritual of death And I only wish my own pain upon you And have it consume you as it consumes me You are a reflection of my own shortcomings My only wish is to watch you bleed. And all I want is to cut you open Spill your guts and see what's inside I want you to feel the same pain I feel I wanna watch you die! And I want you to hate each other The same way that I hate you And I want you to hate each other The same way...that I hate myself! I wanna see you pound your fucking face in It doesn't matter who lives or who dies You've already bought the ticket and paid The price of admission and the price is your life Beat your fucking brains out Scars open up to unleash the flood Don't stop now till the rage has increased Cuz I just want, I wanna see your blood!
2.
Witness the look in his eyes A sign of pure disappointment Searching for joy and a glimmer of sunlight But wholly devoid of the means to achieve it Cuz day after day it's more of the same Wasting your life, watch it circle the drain Until the point where you're ready to scream And you finally say, "I've had enough of this shit!" I see the look in your eyes A tired reflection stares back at me Dreaming in visions of ultraviolence And taking the plunge to the darkest depths Every! Fucking! Day! Another heartbeat ticks away And brings you closer than you've ever been to the other side And what have you done with your life? I am the look in your eyes A tired reflection of what was And what could have been and what never will be And so we keep singing again and again Because every single fucking day Another little part of you is wasting away Until the point where there's no more to give And all you have is regret for the life that you lived
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It always comes in the dead of night In the quiet still darkness While the world sleeps in solemn bliss It creeps in and crushes all And I will carry this burden forever I fight the tide no better than the sand And I will carry this burden forever Cuz there is one path, and at the end there is... No light, eternal darkness A void beyond the pale No light, eternal sorrow Joyless and never ending No light, eternal darkness The truth destroys the soul No light, eternal darkness Endless and everlasting There is no joy and no fear when you cross No hate, no pain, and no sign of existence Becoming nothing like a ghost in the fog No shame, no tears, and no one to confide in All will be at rest in the eternal darkness Unless you can't abide by the concept of nothing Because then your mind works the same as mine does And you spend your nights lying awake.
4.
Wrapped in a shroud of clouded grey The sun and stars and all hope fades away Springs light is distant and autumn's is gone And I don't know how I got this far Because I can see the springtime And I remember fall But in the gloom of winter's light I can't remember summertime at all And we are all ghosts, ghosts to someone Someone who's left, left us behind We are the ghosts, ghosts of tomorrow Simply biding, biding our time. And those who are still here will become ghosts Ghosts of tomorrow, ghosts of the snow A snow pale that I can't make them out And I'm starting to forget exactly what this life is about Because I can see the springtime And I remember fall But in the gloom of winter's light I can't remember summertime in this motherfucking NEVER ENDING WINTER! WHY CAN'T I GET BETTER?
5.
Beaten, battered, haggard and bloody Convinced that I've peaked and I'm not even 30 Senility, sterility, a waning sensibility What will jump ship first: the body or the mind? The clock doesn't wind back it only winds down You claw for the hands but you're still gonna drown And the worst part is this is as good as it gets Cuz from here on out it's just stacked up all full of regret It's all fucking downhill It's all downhill from here It's all fucking downhill But I don't find it any easier Trapped in the rat race, I'm sick of this shit It's not even half run and I'm ready to quit Poverty, sobriety a hatred of authority Dying on the inside, but I swear I'm doing fine!
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7.
I do not hope for a better tomorrow I hope for one full of bloodshed and sorrow The problem's systemic, there's no turning back So drop all the bombs, turn the whole world black Escalate warfare and slaughter the masses Bring out the nukes and the bombs and the gases No prejudice here, you have all got to go As I dream of seeing the ashes fall like snow The sky and the clouds turning red overhead It's the hour for bloodshed The rules of the game state that no one wins So let's start playing, let the mayhem begin There is no hiding, cuz this is the end It's the hour for bloodshed There is no hope, only darkness survives No source of light, but the twinkle in my eye What is the point of the whole fucking thing? We circle right back here again and again Existence is worthless, no denying that So drop all the bombs, turn the whole world black Condition is critical, there is no cure The only solution is to euthanize Earth I see no options, no alternate plans So this is the best course of action at hand Cuz I am disgusted by all that I see And I fear that my hatred has gotten the best of me Escalate warfare and slaughter the masses Bring out the nukes and the bombs and the gases This is the way that it has to be Because my hatred has gotten the better of me.
8.
So here we are, tie another one on Another day, another neuron to torch The morning only brings more of the same So tip it back and pour your life down the drain Fuck it all, fuck it straight back to hell There's nothing here, there's no story to tell This is life, you get fucked then you die So cheers to you, drink it up and believe in the lie Bottoms up time to drown out the pain And kill yourself with alcohol A comfort blanket of ethanol Kill yourself with alcohol Raise a glass and say fuck it all And kill yourself with alcohol Yell it loud and stand up tall As you kill yourself with alcohol I hate to have to be the one to tell you that you've been lied to But this is it, this is all that you get So just relax, throw it back and get wrecked There's no way out, it's the hand that you've been dealt So here we are, tie another one on Another day, another neuron to torch The morning only brings more of the same So tip it back and pour your life down the drain Fuck it all, fuck it straight back to hell There's nothing here, there's no story to tell Just yell it loud and stand up tall And kill yourself with alcohol This is it, this is all that you get Kill yourself with alcohol Raise a glass and say fuck it all And kill yourself with alcohol
9.
Undvek och ensam På en kall död sten Att leva ett liv Av tomhetens Jag vet inte mycket Men vad jag vet, jag vet är sant Vi har blivit övergiven Vid Gud ovan På jakt efter svar Det finns ingen För vi är övergivna På den kall död sten Brutna och slagna Och vänster för döden tills vårt sista andetag i evig nöd Och varför? Därför att Och varför? Därför att Gud hatar dig Och varför? Därför att Och varför? Han jävla hatar dig

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released February 9, 2017

A.N. - Vocals/Bass
M.N. - Guitars

Music and Lyrics by Total Waste.

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Total Waste is a D-beat project in the style of Disfear, Wolfbrigade, Avskum, etc, with a hint of grind and death.

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