Never Ending Winter

by Total Waste

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released February 9, 2017

A.N. - Vocals/Bass
M.N. - Guitars

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Total Waste is a D-beat project in the style of Disfear, Wolfbrigade, Avskum, etc, with a hint of grind and death.

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Track Name: I Wanna See Your Blood
Ongoing self-putrescence
Counterbalanced by visions of war
Before us a gathering of willing participants
Committed to violence and murder and gore

I've gathered you here for my own amusement
A horde of marionettes and I pull the strings
A pure display of unbridled brutality
The tempo dictates when the fun shall begin

And all I want is to cut you open
Spill your guts and see what's inside
I want you to feel the same pain I feel
I wanna watch you die!

And I want you to hate each other
The same way that I hate you
And I want you to hate each other
The same way...

Ready for the deluge of warmth
Flowing out from you
Don't hold back any longer
I just want, I wanna see your blood!

Bone meets sinew and the pain is complete
Scars open up to unleash the flood
Don't stop now, let the mayhem increase
Cuz I just want, I wanna see your blood!

Aerosolized droplets, a crimson miasma
The perfect scenario for sanguine arousal
Act two will start it all over again
The tempo will dictate the brutal reprisal

You've earned a rest, momentary reprieve
The weakest among you are brought to your knees
I will keep screaming while you catch your breath
Then we'll get on with this ritual of death

And I only wish my own pain upon you
And have it consume you as it consumes me
You are a reflection of my own shortcomings
My only wish is to watch you bleed.

And all I want is to cut you open
Spill your guts and see what's inside
I want you to feel the same pain I feel
I wanna watch you die!

And I want you to hate each other
The same way that I hate you
And I want you to hate each other
The same way...that I hate myself!

I wanna see you pound your fucking face in
It doesn't matter who lives or who dies
You've already bought the ticket and paid
The price of admission and the price is your life

Beat your fucking brains out
Scars open up to unleash the flood
Don't stop now till the rage has increased
Cuz I just want, I wanna see your blood!
Track Name: Enough Of This Shit
Witness the look in his eyes
A sign of pure disappointment
Searching for joy and a glimmer of sunlight
But wholly devoid of the means to achieve it

Cuz day after day it's more of the same
Wasting your life, watch it circle the drain
Until the point where you're ready to scream
And you finally say, "I've had enough of this shit!"

I see the look in your eyes
A tired reflection stares back at me
Dreaming in visions of ultraviolence
And taking the plunge to the darkest depths

Every! Fucking! Day! Another heartbeat ticks away
And brings you closer than you've ever been to the other side
And what have you done with your life?

I am the look in your eyes
A tired reflection of what was
And what could have been and what never will be
And so we keep singing again and again

Because every single fucking day
Another little part of you is wasting away
Until the point where there's no more to give
And all you have is regret for the life that you lived
Track Name: No Light
It always comes in the dead of night
In the quiet still darkness
While the world sleeps in solemn bliss
It creeps in and crushes all

And I will carry this burden forever
I fight the tide no better than the sand
And I will carry this burden forever
Cuz there is one path, and at the end there is...

No light, eternal darkness
A void beyond the pale
No light, eternal sorrow
Joyless and never ending

No light, eternal darkness
The truth destroys the soul
No light, eternal darkness
Endless and everlasting

There is no joy and no fear when you cross
No hate, no pain, and no sign of existence
Becoming nothing like a ghost in the fog
No shame, no tears, and no one to confide in
All will be at rest in the eternal darkness
Unless you can't abide by the concept of nothing
Because then your mind works the same as mine does
And you spend your nights lying awake.
Track Name: Never Ending Winter
Wrapped in a shroud of clouded grey
The sun and stars and all hope fades away
Springs light is distant and autumn's is gone
And I don't know how I got this far

Because I can see the springtime
And I remember fall
But in the gloom of winter's light
I can't remember summertime at all

And we are all ghosts, ghosts to someone
Someone who's left, left us behind
We are the ghosts, ghosts of tomorrow
Simply biding, biding our time.

And those who are still here will become ghosts
Ghosts of tomorrow, ghosts of the snow
A snow pale that I can't make them out
And I'm starting to forget exactly what this life is about

Because I can see the springtime
And I remember fall
But in the gloom of winter's light
I can't remember summertime in this motherfucking
NEVER ENDING WINTER!
WHY CAN'T I GET BETTER?
Track Name: It's All Downhill From Here
Beaten, battered, haggard and bloody
Convinced that I've peaked and I'm not even 30
Senility, sterility, a waning sensibility
What will jump ship first: the body or the mind?

The clock doesn't wind back it only winds down
You claw for the hands but you're still gonna drown
And the worst part is this is as good as it gets
Cuz from here on out it's just stacked up all full of regret

It's all fucking downhill
It's all downhill from here
It's all fucking downhill
But I don't find it any easier

Trapped in the rat race, I'm sick of this shit
It's not even half run and I'm ready to quit
Poverty, sobriety a hatred of authority
Dying on the inside, but I swear I'm doing fine!
Track Name: The Hour For Bloodshed
I do not hope for a better tomorrow
I hope for one full of bloodshed and sorrow
The problem's systemic, there's no turning back
So drop all the bombs, turn the whole world black

Escalate warfare and slaughter the masses
Bring out the nukes and the bombs and the gases
No prejudice here, you have all got to go
As I dream of seeing the ashes fall like snow

The sky and the clouds turning red overhead
It's the hour for bloodshed
The rules of the game state that no one wins
So let's start playing, let the mayhem begin

There is no hiding, cuz this is the end
It's the hour for bloodshed
There is no hope, only darkness survives
No source of light, but the twinkle in my eye

What is the point of the whole fucking thing?
We circle right back here again and again
Existence is worthless, no denying that
So drop all the bombs, turn the whole world black

Condition is critical, there is no cure
The only solution is to euthanize Earth
I see no options, no alternate plans
So this is the best course of action at hand

Cuz I am disgusted by all that I see
And I fear that my hatred has gotten the best of me

Escalate warfare and slaughter the masses
Bring out the nukes and the bombs and the gases
This is the way that it has to be
Because my hatred has gotten the better of me.
Track Name: Kill Yourself With Alcohol
So here we are, tie another one on
Another day, another neuron to torch
The morning only brings more of the same
So tip it back and pour your life down the drain

Fuck it all, fuck it straight back to hell
There's nothing here, there's no story to tell
This is life, you get fucked then you die
So cheers to you, drink it up and believe in the lie

Bottoms up time to drown out the pain
And kill yourself with alcohol
A comfort blanket of ethanol
Kill yourself with alcohol

Raise a glass and say fuck it all
And kill yourself with alcohol
Yell it loud and stand up tall
As you kill yourself with alcohol

I hate to have to be the one to tell you that you've been lied to
But this is it, this is all that you get
So just relax, throw it back and get wrecked
There's no way out, it's the hand that you've been dealt

So here we are, tie another one on
Another day, another neuron to torch
The morning only brings more of the same
So tip it back and pour your life down the drain

Fuck it all, fuck it straight back to hell
There's nothing here, there's no story to tell
Just yell it loud and stand up tall
And kill yourself with alcohol

This is it, this is all that you get
Kill yourself with alcohol
Raise a glass and say fuck it all
And kill yourself with alcohol
Track Name: Gut Hatar Dig
Undvek och ensam
På en kall död sten
Att leva ett liv
Av tomhetens

Jag vet inte mycket
Men vad jag vet, jag vet är sant
Vi har blivit övergiven
Vid Gud ovan

På jakt efter svar
Det finns ingen
För vi är övergivna
På den kall död sten

Brutna och slagna
Och vänster för döden
tills vårt sista andetag
i evig nöd

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